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hello welcome

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janavah

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have you ever

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had a spiritual moment

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it left you in shock

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and awe

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and it was over said and done

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you would swear from soul to bones

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that you were bliss blissful

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tonight

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center of light

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so

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oh

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[Applause]

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we're gonna be talking about this guy in

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welcome center of light

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good to see you tonight

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have you ever

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that you came to the conclusion

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that you were bliss [\h__\h]

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good to see everyone center of light

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foundation

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speaking of which i want to say thank

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you again to you

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dr katy kamara

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all of us for doing the work we are

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center of light fundraiser thank you all

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who have contributed however you

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share

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care

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monetary

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military state of such shock in all

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i had to refresh the page let's see

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what's happening on youtube

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uh i see a brand new friend

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sue ashwell i know she's still here

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let's see what's going on in the room

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hello sarah peterson sarah peterson the

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other day i thought you were from south

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louisiana my mistake

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yeah i can't use you with somebody else

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my beautiful lovely rina my as if i

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owner well we only a piece of each

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other's heart that's for sure

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um for those who are interested in

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donating to the fundraiser thank you

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very much

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tonight is center of light

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shock in all

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i just gotta do it again i got a new toy

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blissfuck

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have you ever been bliss [\h__\h]

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i'm probably gonna use that word tonight

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because it's in a

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certain context that allows me a little

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more well it always allows me a

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privilege i mean i have freedom of

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speech but you get the idea

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welcome to center of life let's get down

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to some beeswax

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i did a presentation last night on

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they live

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so instead of blaming the others

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it's about reclaiming the we

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see in such a way tonight is shock and

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awe and in taking responsibility

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we find ourselves in awe

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and it shocks the living [\h__\h] out of us

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like your hand and electrical outlet as

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it's supposed to be supposed to knock

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you back

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metaphorically

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metaphysically

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shock and awe blissful

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you feel like the divine is coming to

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your soul

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still checking a couple things lots of

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new things happening

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thank you for your patience

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so uh i have a

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teacher i'm presenting tonight you've

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seen this cat before

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articulate

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wow

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is no joke

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i'm gonna save his name for a little

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later

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let me check the rooms a little once

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more one more time so i can see what's

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happening i'm learning as i'm doing this

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and we'll get right down to some beeswax

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carl laparoos in the house dwayne goon

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in the house

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look carl and duane are you guys

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every time carl or dwayne shows up y'all

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show up together i'm going to south

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louisiana tomorrow everyone to see my

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dad for

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um

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easter

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two sacks of crawfish waiting

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one of those or for me

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and dwayne goodwin d goodwin wants to

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everybody welcome let's get down to some

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business

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center of light foundation

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many years of my life

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my beautiful life

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everything you do in your beautiful life

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has come to a culmination

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with many of you

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many we're going to be bringing on board

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soon for the center flight foundation

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but dr kate kamar and i

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creating an llc

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i'm going to be going away for a week

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carl laparous uh a drummer friend of

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mine as well as dwayne the bass player

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friend of mine back when we were 15 16

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we had a they had a band called north

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star and i had a band called

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i think it was called sassy

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we combined forces and became

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no we became sac whatever whatever you

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get the idea so i know these

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knuckleheads from way back

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so tonight we're going to be talking

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about getting blissful

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what is bliss [\h__\h] it sounds so

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repulsive

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as to why i love it so much

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what is blissfucked

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i'll give you an idea what blizz [\h__\h]

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when i first learned of this avatar was

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an avatar god on earth

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in the story you don't have to like it

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you can just let you have to believe it

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that all that is irrelevant

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this is what bliss [\h__\h] is

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when it comes to a state of full-blown

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consciousness

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this handsome young man with this

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wonderful hairdo

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he's standing away from me and there are

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and me and he is

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wow that's sathya sai baba

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and he points to the lady who is first

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and he looks at and says

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hang on i'm about to leave you in shock

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and all

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hello kelly bob and carl says yes we

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became sassy

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we're still sassy

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so he points to the lady and basically

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says you better hang on to your britches

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and he turns his hand to materialize a

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of light

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and he shows all of us this bullet of

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light about the size of what they call a

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and he throws it at this woman

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and like slow motion

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it comes to her and hits her in the

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and he comes all the way to her as if

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gliding on water

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and she's freaking out she is totally

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in a blissful way but i didn't know that

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i just know the woman over here is

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freaking out and in her freaking outness

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sathya sai baba begins to wave his arms

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through her being

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there's a guy the guy that was next to

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everything's backwards the guy next to

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me sai baba points to him

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manifests a bullet of light from his

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and throws it at the dude same exact

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it's my turn

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and because i'm a little more special

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more so because

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now it's about me it's basically my turn

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this is my experience

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he points to me

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manifests a bullet of light out of his

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heart

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and he throws it at me

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and like a slow-motion movie scene

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it took forever to get here

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the shock in awe and the bliss [\h__\h]

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from the two previous of me

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when this ball of light came into my

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i fell to the floor

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and i began to

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utter this foreign light language that i

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don't remember

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and then satya sai baba begin to wave

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his arm through my being

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i was laying there in the absolute

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most putty

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hot melted butter

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ky jelly

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getting bliss [\h__\h]

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and then he began to wave his arms

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through my being

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many years ago

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i had a cognitive

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soul experience like the one i just told

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i was riding through a valley

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on a train an open car train open box

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everyone there's no elements it's just

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train and there were people everywhere

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probably 60 people spread out and this

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however many car train

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the moon was just huge and beautiful it

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lit the whole

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canopy of the whole sky a canopy of

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it was warm

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there was a warm breeze as we were

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trekking down the track towards

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this feeling

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i had

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in this experience

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it's a drug i want it again

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so much so

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i wanted to integrate it within myself

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and that it never leaves me ever again

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shock and awe bliss [\h__\h]

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the feeling was i'm going to the land of

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forever to satisfy baba's ashram freedom

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liberation and all that it means and

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homecoming

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why do i do what i do because i want to

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be blissfucked i want to be a blissful

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it's about having these levels of

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spiritual elation

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spiritual masturbation

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keith this sounds like smut it's okay

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i'm okay with that i'm okay with smut

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i've seen it before

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i use these words

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intentionally because they have power

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they put us in a space of attention

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when we begin to touch

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on deeper and deeper and deeper levels

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we begin to live

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every day and shock in

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all and everything becomes sexual bliss

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an exchange of energy

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it's about being present

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it's about being able to see

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do you see

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shock and awe

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bliss

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don't miss an opportunity

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[Music]

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the one you're living in

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amazing chance

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to move back into the garden

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but we don't have to die to do it

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we have to live

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to do it

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so who is let's make sure i got

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everything done before we get into

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[Music]

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let me ask you this question

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all right so tonight is sort of like

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shocking all blissfuck but you gotta

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kiss me first you gotta buy me dinner

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i'll take mcdonald's if that's all you

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got

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what is the universe that what is this

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universe that is so infinitely vast as

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well as intel and infinitesimally small

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and how can we begin to grasp it

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is to desire thirst yearn burn churn

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for said

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shocking all blissful experiences

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[Music]

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all right john thaddeus fjord what's up

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broham sammich louis machi

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hello kelly uh yes they do words are

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kelly says she loves some mcdonald's

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and

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hey brother here's your kiss

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but i need some tongue

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why were you young

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so uh

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cameo appearance

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audiobite i have to bury these audio

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bites in sound so i don't get painted on

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my knee

340
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so who is

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the new guy

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new person

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you've seen him before

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he's powerful

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he is truly a wordsmith

346
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i'm jacking with you

347
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let me choose another word i'm messing

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with you

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you've seen it before he's a powerful

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motivational speaker articulate

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very conscious

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very deliberate in what he says

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he is so full of passion

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uh you can liken that to sometimes

355
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without being from south louisiana i

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talk i use my hands

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because i get into it he may not use his

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hands so much

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but he so gets into the fire

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he gets lost in it he gets bliss [\h__\h]

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and you can see it if you can see the

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video and you've seen him before he is

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just

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one of my favorites

365
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who is he

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since tonight is center of light shock

367
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and all blizzfuck

368
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this

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silva

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is called

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godgasms

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i am

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oriented around

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aesthetic experiences i live

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for

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emergent experiences that overwhelm

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our

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sensory apparatus with

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harmony and pattern

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so

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these kinds of experiences usually

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usually

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mediated by powerful music and image can

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emotionally jolt us

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and and they hurl us into this

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experience that some describe as

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cognitive ecstasy

388
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i've heard it also described as an

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exhilarating neural storm of intense

390
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intellectual pleasure i mean just think

391
00:26:11,190 --> 00:26:08,720
about it right an exhilarating neuro

392
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storm right when the dots connect and

393
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the new gestalt is revealed these are

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experiences

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suffused with

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meaning they are again exhilarating

397
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neurostorms of intense intellectual

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pleasure right cognitive ecstasy

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aesthetic

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ecstasy

401
00:26:33,750 --> 00:26:30,799
what the french call freison when the

402
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hairs on the back of your neck stand

403
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up

404
00:26:40,310 --> 00:26:36,240
now a better

405
00:26:41,990 --> 00:26:40,320
way to describe this is perhaps to use

406
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the term

407
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god gasm

408
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now why

409
00:26:57,750 --> 00:26:54,310
joseph campbell famously said that god

410
00:27:01,110 --> 00:26:57,760
is that which exceeds our intellectual

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capacity that which is ineffable and

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00:27:05,750 --> 00:27:02,320
beyond

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00:27:09,430 --> 00:27:05,760
cognitive understanding to know god is

414
00:27:12,950 --> 00:27:09,440
an intuitive thing a sense of the beyond

415
00:27:13,830 --> 00:27:12,960
a sense of something that exceeds

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00:27:15,110 --> 00:27:13,840
us

417
00:27:16,549 --> 00:27:15,120
right

418
00:27:18,389 --> 00:27:16,559
so that's

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that's joseph campbell's definition of

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00:27:25,230 --> 00:27:22,320
god now i have had even though i am not

421
00:27:28,470 --> 00:27:25,240
religious i have had religious

422
00:27:32,230 --> 00:27:28,480
experiences when beholding an aesthetic

423
00:27:35,990 --> 00:27:32,240
work i have been carried away to realms

424
00:27:40,070 --> 00:27:36,000
beyond thought realms that are all heart

425
00:27:44,789 --> 00:27:40,080
all love all god right

426
00:27:45,990 --> 00:27:44,799
and these realms are orgasmic it is not

427
00:27:49,669 --> 00:27:46,000
it is not

428
00:27:51,029 --> 00:27:49,679
inaccurate to describe it as a kind of

429
00:27:52,789 --> 00:27:51,039
orgasm

430
00:27:55,430 --> 00:27:52,799
right an aesthetic

431
00:27:57,350 --> 00:27:55,440
orgasm there are certain scenes in

432
00:28:00,389 --> 00:27:57,360
certain films and certain moments and

433
00:28:03,990 --> 00:28:00,399
certain songs that lift me

434
00:28:05,190 --> 00:28:04,000
to domains that are

435
00:28:07,110 --> 00:28:05,200
again

436
00:28:09,110 --> 00:28:07,120
orgasmic

437
00:28:11,750 --> 00:28:09,120
and god like

438
00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:12,560
i think

439
00:28:17,669 --> 00:28:13,760
[Music]

440
00:28:18,630 --> 00:28:17,679
it's fair then to blend those words into

441
00:28:21,430 --> 00:28:18,640
one

442
00:28:23,269 --> 00:28:21,440
and to say that these experiences are

443
00:28:24,950 --> 00:28:23,279
god gasmic

444
00:28:27,590 --> 00:28:24,960
god gasms

445
00:28:29,669 --> 00:28:27,600
and that

446
00:28:34,310 --> 00:28:29,679
god gasms are

447
00:28:35,990 --> 00:28:34,320
existentially reassuring for they

448
00:28:39,669 --> 00:28:36,000
dissipate

449
00:28:43,350 --> 00:28:39,679
all of our existential angst and all of

450
00:28:45,590 --> 00:28:43,360
our fears of meaninglessness and instead

451
00:28:52,230 --> 00:28:45,600
they

452
00:28:53,909 --> 00:28:52,240
envelop us in light and love and awe

453
00:28:55,669 --> 00:28:53,919
and so

454
00:28:56,870 --> 00:28:55,679
the fact that

455
00:28:59,350 --> 00:28:56,880
we can

456
00:29:02,310 --> 00:28:59,360
mediate a godgasm

457
00:29:04,950 --> 00:29:02,320
that we can use music and image and

458
00:29:06,389 --> 00:29:04,960
editing and stage design and intention

459
00:29:07,909 --> 00:29:06,399
setting and

460
00:29:10,549 --> 00:29:07,919
and and

461
00:29:14,310 --> 00:29:10,559
deploy ecstatic technologies like

462
00:29:15,990 --> 00:29:14,320
psychedelics we can engineer and steward

463
00:29:18,710 --> 00:29:16,000
godgasms

464
00:29:19,830 --> 00:29:18,720
makes us ecstatic technicians of the

465
00:29:22,710 --> 00:29:19,840
sacred

466
00:29:26,549 --> 00:29:22,720
in no small ways we are shamanic in that

467
00:29:31,510 --> 00:29:26,559
we can create portals to godgasms to the

468
00:29:37,029 --> 00:29:33,909
i think that the fact that we have the

469
00:29:39,669 --> 00:29:37,039
creativity and the agency

470
00:29:43,190 --> 00:29:39,679
to be able to consciously and

471
00:29:48,149 --> 00:29:45,110
author these

472
00:29:50,070 --> 00:29:48,159
experiences for ourselves is is a kind

473
00:29:52,830 --> 00:29:50,080
of

474
00:29:56,310 --> 00:29:52,840
cosmological

475
00:30:02,230 --> 00:29:56,320
self-pleasure right that we can

476
00:30:06,470 --> 00:30:04,950
make ourselves godgasm in our on a

477
00:30:07,430 --> 00:30:06,480
regular basis

478
00:30:19,669 --> 00:30:07,440
and

479
00:30:23,190 --> 00:30:19,679
it is

480
00:30:26,470 --> 00:30:23,200
all contradictions are reconciled

481
00:30:28,470 --> 00:30:26,480
man has surpassed the gods

482
00:30:30,389 --> 00:30:28,480
all of our desires abolished in the

483
00:30:34,870 --> 00:30:30,399
plenitude of their satisfaction as

484
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:39,430
and it just makes me so happy

485
00:30:44,950 --> 00:30:42,000
it makes me so happy for it

486
00:30:48,830 --> 00:30:44,960
[Music]

487
00:30:51,350 --> 00:30:48,840
it erases any and all feelings of

488
00:30:51,670 --> 00:30:51,360
powerlessness and any and all feelings

489
00:30:52,950 --> 00:30:51,680
of

490
00:30:54,630 --> 00:30:52,960
[Music]

491
00:30:56,630 --> 00:30:54,640
constraint

492
00:30:57,509 --> 00:30:56,640
right

493
00:31:00,230 --> 00:30:57,519
for

494
00:31:06,230 --> 00:31:00,240
instead i feel

495
00:31:14,149 --> 00:31:09,590
to create for myself and for

496
00:31:23,269 --> 00:31:17,509
protocols and modalities to have our way

497
00:31:28,389 --> 00:31:25,750
what was that was it napoleon who said

498
00:31:30,549 --> 00:31:28,399
music is proof the human race is greater

499
00:31:32,789 --> 00:31:30,559
than it knows yeah

500
00:31:34,310 --> 00:31:32,799
it's a glimpse it's an intimation it's a

501
00:31:37,750 --> 00:31:34,320
divination

502
00:31:44,950 --> 00:31:42,180
there is more to us than nature allows

503
00:31:47,110 --> 00:31:44,960
[Music]

504
00:31:50,230 --> 00:31:47,120
yeah so that's that

505
00:31:56,070 --> 00:31:50,240
we wish you god gasms

506
00:32:35,960 --> 00:31:58,800
cheers

507
00:32:41,430 --> 00:32:38,950
[Music]

508
00:32:43,110 --> 00:32:41,440
welcome back to center of light

509
00:32:44,310 --> 00:32:43,120
tonight

510
00:32:46,789 --> 00:32:44,320
we are having

511
00:32:48,950 --> 00:32:46,799
ah orgasms

512
00:32:50,470 --> 00:32:48,960
tonight is center of light shh

513
00:32:53,830 --> 00:32:50,480
everything's backwards

514
00:32:58,870 --> 00:32:53,840
shock and awe blissful

515
00:33:04,230 --> 00:33:00,470
i don't know what they are

516
00:33:08,830 --> 00:33:06,230
is that not what we're doing

517
00:33:13,669 --> 00:33:08,840
every being in the universe is

518
00:33:15,509 --> 00:33:13,679
seeking god gasms all orgasms shock

519
00:33:17,750 --> 00:33:15,519
bliss to be blissful

520
00:33:19,590 --> 00:33:17,760
every being in the universe is seeking

521
00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:19,600
eternal bliss

522
00:33:22,549 --> 00:33:21,840
even through the eternal miss of doing

523
00:33:24,549 --> 00:33:22,559
it

524
00:33:26,630 --> 00:33:24,559
erroneously evil

525
00:33:27,990 --> 00:33:26,640
unconscious or not

526
00:33:28,870 --> 00:33:28,000
you see because it's the propelling

527
00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:28,880
force

528
00:33:32,070 --> 00:33:30,720
everyone wants better even in their own

529
00:33:36,710 --> 00:33:32,080
unconsciousness

530
00:33:36,720 --> 00:33:41,140
and

531
00:33:45,909 --> 00:33:44,470
[Music]

532
00:33:49,190 --> 00:33:45,919
everyone

533
00:33:51,110 --> 00:33:49,200
wants to be in bliss

534
00:33:53,350 --> 00:33:51,120
even in their misery some people are

535
00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:53,360
blissful in their misery

536
00:33:57,029 --> 00:33:55,690
strangely ironically

537
00:33:58,710 --> 00:33:57,039
[Music]

538
00:34:00,710 --> 00:33:58,720
this scenario

539
00:34:03,110 --> 00:34:00,720
so we have

540
00:34:05,509 --> 00:34:03,120
the leverage the step up

541
00:34:08,310 --> 00:34:05,519
the support when we become conscious

542
00:34:09,109 --> 00:34:08,320
to move into that without the misery my

543
00:34:10,790 --> 00:34:09,119
bro

544
00:34:12,869 --> 00:34:10,800
good one says

545
00:34:15,030 --> 00:34:12,879
he's had a few

546
00:34:17,829 --> 00:34:15,040
chasing the next one right

547
00:34:18,790 --> 00:34:17,839
like like like you i am chasing the next

548
00:34:20,550 --> 00:34:18,800
one

549
00:34:22,550 --> 00:34:20,560
but like you

550
00:34:24,790 --> 00:34:22,560
i am sure we are

551
00:34:27,589 --> 00:34:24,800
realizing that it's not about the

552
00:34:29,829 --> 00:34:27,599
chasing of the next one it's about

553
00:34:33,349 --> 00:34:29,839
the facing of this one

554
00:34:37,109 --> 00:34:33,359
the one that is not so shock and awing

555
00:34:38,330 --> 00:34:37,119
except in the way that we don't really

556
00:34:40,230 --> 00:34:38,340
would consciously choose

557
00:34:41,909 --> 00:34:40,240
[Music]

558
00:34:43,990 --> 00:34:41,919
i'm going to go to a song break from my

559
00:34:45,190 --> 00:34:44,000
new album

560
00:34:47,669 --> 00:34:45,200
i've been saying i've been working i've

561
00:34:50,069 --> 00:34:47,679
been working on this album for

562
00:34:51,190 --> 00:34:50,079
it's been a year worked on for a month

563
00:34:53,829 --> 00:34:51,200
two months

564
00:34:55,829 --> 00:34:53,839
got a couple ideas out it's nowhere near

565
00:34:57,750 --> 00:34:55,839
mastering it's nowhere near done but i'm

566
00:34:59,829 --> 00:34:57,760
gonna play a song from that why because

567
00:35:03,430 --> 00:34:59,839
it's shocking all bliss [\h__\h] fun

568
00:35:05,030 --> 00:35:03,440
uh let's see we're gonna play how about

569
00:35:07,030 --> 00:35:05,040
and then after this song i'm going to

570
00:35:08,950 --> 00:35:07,040
come back into another

571
00:35:11,349 --> 00:35:08,960
audiobite from

572
00:35:13,670 --> 00:35:11,359
big daddy jason silva as to what

573
00:35:15,910 --> 00:35:13,680
inspired me for this presentation

574
00:35:18,390 --> 00:35:15,920
tonight that video sound bite is going

575
00:35:20,630 --> 00:35:18,400
to be called blissful

576
00:35:22,470 --> 00:35:20,640
actually it's called the bliss blissful

577
00:35:23,670 --> 00:35:22,480
crucifixion

578
00:35:25,829 --> 00:35:23,680
so you can see why i left that

579
00:35:27,430 --> 00:35:25,839
crucifixion but if you understand it you

580
00:35:28,310 --> 00:35:27,440
understand exactly what it's what it

581
00:35:30,069 --> 00:35:28,320
means

582
00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:30,079
when you're getting such an amazing

583
00:35:34,790 --> 00:35:32,160
experience with god itself

584
00:35:38,490 --> 00:35:34,800
god penetrates your entire being and you

585
00:35:42,550 --> 00:35:38,500
have an orgasm a god gasm

586
00:35:47,190 --> 00:35:44,470
then you understand the blissful

587
00:35:48,390 --> 00:35:47,200
crucifixion because a part of us will

588
00:35:50,550 --> 00:35:48,400
die

589
00:35:53,670 --> 00:35:50,560
and that amalgamation and unification of

590
00:35:56,390 --> 00:35:53,680
the spirit it will die it will be a

591
00:35:59,430 --> 00:35:56,400
crucifixion and a resurrect

592
00:36:00,950 --> 00:35:59,440
resurrection erection resurrection

593
00:36:02,200 --> 00:36:00,960
words are powerful they are all

594
00:36:03,510 --> 00:36:02,210
connected

595
00:36:05,910 --> 00:36:03,520
[Music]

596
00:36:07,510 --> 00:36:05,920
they are all resurrected

597
00:36:09,190 --> 00:36:07,520
when we understand what they are let's

598
00:36:11,510 --> 00:36:09,200
see what we're going to play from my

599
00:36:15,510 --> 00:36:11,520
album soon to be called

600
00:36:20,390 --> 00:36:18,310
being i'm just by myself leave me alone

601
00:36:21,910 --> 00:36:20,400
it's me i'm in my garden

602
00:36:23,430 --> 00:36:21,920
i'm on stage

603
00:36:29,430 --> 00:36:23,440
i'm painting

604
00:36:33,349 --> 00:36:30,870
um

605
00:36:34,150 --> 00:36:33,359
infected with love or what do you want

606
00:36:41,589 --> 00:36:34,160
now

607
00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:41,599
infected with love

608
00:37:01,470 --> 00:36:43,760
we want god gasps

609
00:37:57,829 --> 00:37:12,180
[Music]

610
00:38:41,030 --> 00:37:59,250
so

611
00:38:48,550 --> 00:38:46,160
and yet i'm still trying to find my way

612
00:38:55,829 --> 00:38:48,560
[Music]

613
00:39:10,550 --> 00:38:59,560
again i don't know who i am today

614
00:39:25,270 --> 00:39:14,270
taking the time to do for

615
00:39:25,280 --> 00:39:28,450
i'm

616
00:39:28,460 --> 00:39:34,550
[Music]

617
00:39:34,560 --> 00:39:40,110
will i be free

618
00:39:50,820 --> 00:39:48,630
[Music]

619
00:40:14,840 --> 00:39:50,830
yes

620
00:40:58,550 --> 00:40:23,130
[Music]

621
00:40:58,560 --> 00:41:05,880
so

622
00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:11,750
[Music]

623
00:42:08,710 --> 00:41:26,450
so

624
00:42:12,309 --> 00:42:10,309
welcome back to center of light tonight

625
00:42:14,710 --> 00:42:12,319
essentia of light shock

626
00:42:19,109 --> 00:42:14,720
and ah

627
00:42:24,069 --> 00:42:19,119
we're having god orgasms and all orgasms

628
00:42:29,510 --> 00:42:24,079
we're all enjoying this beautiful

629
00:42:33,030 --> 00:42:31,349
that was off of

630
00:42:34,790 --> 00:42:33,040
my soon to be

631
00:42:37,109 --> 00:42:34,800
it could be five years

632
00:42:40,230 --> 00:42:37,119
i played everything i had i have to do

633
00:42:42,630 --> 00:42:40,240
everything for me it's for me only it

634
00:42:44,470 --> 00:42:42,640
but it's from an album soon to be called

635
00:42:46,710 --> 00:42:44,480
somebody tonight is cinch of light

636
00:42:47,750 --> 00:42:46,720
shocking all

637
00:42:48,950 --> 00:42:47,760
shocking

638
00:42:50,069 --> 00:42:48,960
shock

639
00:42:51,670 --> 00:42:50,079
whoa

640
00:42:52,950 --> 00:42:51,680
you've been taken back

641
00:42:57,109 --> 00:42:52,960
but really you've been taken further

642
00:42:59,750 --> 00:42:57,119
within and all which is oh my dear lord

643
00:43:01,430 --> 00:42:59,760
what is this that's happening to me

644
00:43:02,950 --> 00:43:01,440
and of course it takes some time to

645
00:43:06,309 --> 00:43:02,960
integrate

646
00:43:08,870 --> 00:43:06,319
digest assimilate and process that

647
00:43:10,870 --> 00:43:08,880
and then in hindsight we realize that

648
00:43:13,510 --> 00:43:10,880
melanie says we realize that melanie

649
00:43:15,750 --> 00:43:13,520
says i have come

650
00:43:19,270 --> 00:43:15,760
to the right place

651
00:43:20,630 --> 00:43:19,280
she spelled it differently

652
00:43:22,069 --> 00:43:20,640
[\h__\h]

653
00:43:23,510 --> 00:43:22,079
right

654
00:43:25,349 --> 00:43:23,520
so we understand

655
00:43:28,309 --> 00:43:25,359
the levels of

656
00:43:30,390 --> 00:43:28,319
pleasure ejaculation masturbation if you

657
00:43:32,950 --> 00:43:30,400
will don't take it out of context but

658
00:43:35,510 --> 00:43:32,960
you can actually take it out of context

659
00:43:37,829 --> 00:43:35,520
take it all you want out of context and

660
00:43:41,030 --> 00:43:37,839
go through the gamut of it until you

661
00:43:43,829 --> 00:43:41,040
ultimately realize that it took you to a

662
00:43:45,190 --> 00:43:43,839
place of shock and awe simply by what it

663
00:43:46,950 --> 00:43:45,200
is

664
00:43:48,550 --> 00:43:46,960
and then you will go far you will laugh

665
00:43:51,190 --> 00:43:48,560
your ass off

666
00:43:56,390 --> 00:43:51,200
at the nonsense that we all go through

667
00:43:59,710 --> 00:43:58,309
gone into segment number two with jason

668
00:44:02,470 --> 00:43:59,720
silva i love this guy

669
00:44:05,270 --> 00:44:02,480
[Music]

670
00:44:07,510 --> 00:44:05,280
this video which you you will not see

671
00:44:09,829 --> 00:44:07,520
but you hear the audiobite i have to

672
00:44:11,829 --> 00:44:09,839
disguise it sadly i understand i'm not

673
00:44:13,990 --> 00:44:11,839
trying to steal i'm trying to share

674
00:44:16,790 --> 00:44:14,000
his beautiful teaching

675
00:44:19,190 --> 00:44:16,800
um inspired this presentation tonight he

676
00:44:21,109 --> 00:44:19,200
only says it one time and it's some from

677
00:44:23,430 --> 00:44:21,119
some famous poet

678
00:44:25,670 --> 00:44:23,440
but it got my attention as to why i use

679
00:44:29,109 --> 00:44:25,680
all these words tonight

680
00:44:31,670 --> 00:44:29,119
to get your attention as i mentioned

681
00:44:34,950 --> 00:44:31,680
jason silva bliss [\h__\h]

682
00:44:41,030 --> 00:44:37,990
get you some spiritual ky

683
00:44:43,510 --> 00:44:41,040
and you will understand

684
00:44:45,670 --> 00:44:43,520
beings are hungry for a kind of ultimate

685
00:44:47,910 --> 00:44:45,680
understanding some kind of cosmic

686
00:44:50,309 --> 00:44:47,920
communion some kind of

687
00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:50,319
treasure at the end of the rainbow a pot

688
00:44:55,030 --> 00:44:53,200
of gold right we all dive through the

689
00:44:57,190 --> 00:44:55,040
looking glass we all tumble down the

690
00:45:00,550 --> 00:44:57,200
rabbit hole with this idea that there

691
00:45:02,950 --> 00:45:00,560
will be some final answer some ultimate

692
00:45:05,430 --> 00:45:02,960
meaning some noetic quality that is

693
00:45:08,150 --> 00:45:05,440
rendered more real in everyday literal

694
00:45:09,589 --> 00:45:08,160
reality right and you know carl sagan

695
00:45:12,069 --> 00:45:09,599
the astronomer he used to say that

696
00:45:14,870 --> 00:45:12,079
understanding is a kind of ecstasy we

697
00:45:17,030 --> 00:45:14,880
are cognitive ecstasy addicts we are

698
00:45:18,790 --> 00:45:17,040
living for these peak experiences these

699
00:45:20,790 --> 00:45:18,800
exhilarating neurostorms of intense

700
00:45:22,950 --> 00:45:20,800
intellectual pleasure but these moments

701
00:45:25,030 --> 00:45:22,960
they tend to be fleeting part of the

702
00:45:27,670 --> 00:45:25,040
human conundrum is that we have these

703
00:45:30,950 --> 00:45:27,680
glimpses of ecstatic illumination and

704
00:45:33,030 --> 00:45:30,960
then we fall back into the shadow right

705
00:45:35,990 --> 00:45:33,040
for a moment the curtain parts and would

706
00:45:39,829 --> 00:45:36,000
have never been seen and devoured by the

707
00:45:42,790 --> 00:45:39,839
eyes it's distinct abrupt framed it is

708
00:45:45,270 --> 00:45:42,800
already a memory right we immediately

709
00:45:47,349 --> 00:45:45,280
memorialize these fleeting glimpses of

710
00:45:51,270 --> 00:45:47,359
the eternal of the everything and fall

711
00:45:54,309 --> 00:45:51,280
back into ourselves frail and finite and

712
00:45:56,230 --> 00:45:54,319
flawed and what do we do

713
00:45:57,910 --> 00:45:56,240
i believe the immortal words of houston

714
00:46:00,750 --> 00:45:57,920
smith but it might be somebody else who

715
00:46:02,390 --> 00:46:00,760
said how might we turn our passing

716
00:46:05,030 --> 00:46:02,400
illuminations

717
00:46:08,150 --> 00:46:05,040
into abiding light

718
00:46:11,190 --> 00:46:08,160
how might we render ourselves holy we

719
00:46:15,349 --> 00:46:11,200
have this aspiration to engender

720
00:46:18,150 --> 00:46:15,359
godhood to engender divinity to become

721
00:46:20,950 --> 00:46:18,160
infinite you know and there are moments

722
00:46:23,430 --> 00:46:20,960
right to the tune of the perfect song

723
00:46:26,309 --> 00:46:23,440
when the right instruments harmonize

724
00:46:28,309 --> 00:46:26,319
together the right chorus resonates with

725
00:46:30,790 --> 00:46:28,319
your heart and with your soul you get

726
00:46:33,430 --> 00:46:30,800
lost in the music you get lost in the

727
00:46:36,390 --> 00:46:33,440
moment and everything becomes

728
00:46:39,589 --> 00:46:36,400
one and these peak experiences these

729
00:46:41,750 --> 00:46:39,599
mystical encounters with the numinous

730
00:46:45,589 --> 00:46:41,760
what rank called the mysterium

731
00:46:48,390 --> 00:46:45,599
tremendous fascinosum they vindicate our

732
00:46:51,109 --> 00:46:48,400
faith they make us think yes yes yes

733
00:46:53,510 --> 00:46:51,119
there is something more and sometimes in

734
00:46:55,430 --> 00:46:53,520
the iris of a lover's eye and sometimes

735
00:46:58,630 --> 00:46:55,440
when exchanging

736
00:47:01,829 --> 00:46:58,640
lip to lip communication with a lover

737
00:47:04,550 --> 00:47:01,839
you think oh my god i could just die in

738
00:47:07,829 --> 00:47:04,560
your arms jamie wheel calls this the

739
00:47:10,670 --> 00:47:07,839
bliss [\h__\h] crucifixion to die into the

740
00:47:13,349 --> 00:47:10,680
moment to say yes and be

741
00:47:15,750 --> 00:47:13,359
reborn right joseph campbell the

742
00:47:17,829 --> 00:47:15,760
mythologist calls this the apotheosis

743
00:47:21,030 --> 00:47:17,839
right after the supreme ordeal you

744
00:47:26,549 --> 00:47:21,040
overcome you are renewed you are reborn

745
00:47:30,549 --> 00:47:28,230
but i could be wrong

746
00:47:32,549 --> 00:47:30,559
it could all be biochemistry it could

747
00:47:35,030 --> 00:47:32,559
all be

748
00:47:37,030 --> 00:47:35,040
secretions and communication and

749
00:47:39,190 --> 00:47:37,040
electrical signals between neurons

750
00:47:41,510 --> 00:47:39,200
rendering a matrix of mind and meaning

751
00:47:44,470 --> 00:47:41,520
that at the end of the day means nothing

752
00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:44,480
because we die we end up in the ground

753
00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:47,040
we rot and disappear forever what the

754
00:47:51,030 --> 00:47:48,000
[\h__\h]

755
00:47:54,390 --> 00:47:51,040
that duality gods and worms what do we

756
00:47:56,390 --> 00:47:54,400
do what do we do what can we do

757
00:47:58,710 --> 00:47:56,400
how do we have this dance if we know

758
00:48:00,870 --> 00:47:58,720
that it's not forever miguel de una muno

759
00:48:03,510 --> 00:48:00,880
said eternity eternity that is the

760
00:48:06,309 --> 00:48:03,520
supreme desire nothing is real that is

761
00:48:09,109 --> 00:48:06,319
not eternal

762
00:48:12,230 --> 00:48:09,119
i don't have an ultimate answer i take

763
00:48:14,790 --> 00:48:12,240
the plunge constantly i meet a girl i

764
00:48:16,630 --> 00:48:14,800
extend my hand to hers i try to play the

765
00:48:19,430 --> 00:48:16,640
right song and i say render a holy

766
00:48:21,990 --> 00:48:19,440
moment with me have this dance right

767
00:48:24,230 --> 00:48:22,000
let's be as gods outside of time let's

768
00:48:26,309 --> 00:48:24,240
co-mingle with another with one another

769
00:48:28,230 --> 00:48:26,319
in a space that is timeless that is

770
00:48:30,630 --> 00:48:28,240
beyond self that is beyond you or me

771
00:48:32,829 --> 00:48:30,640
that becomes just us let's render a holy

772
00:48:34,790 --> 00:48:32,839
moment let's have the eternal

773
00:48:36,870 --> 00:48:34,800
dance

774
00:48:39,190 --> 00:48:36,880
and then love falters and then the

775
00:48:42,549 --> 00:48:39,200
breakup happens and then entropy rears

776
00:48:44,700 --> 00:48:42,559
its ugly head and [\h__\h]

777
00:48:46,950 --> 00:48:44,710
what do we do

778
00:48:49,109 --> 00:48:46,960
[Music]

779
00:48:51,270 --> 00:48:49,119
get back up and try again

780
00:48:52,950 --> 00:48:51,280
so far

781
00:48:57,670 --> 00:48:52,960
that's

782
00:49:33,670 --> 00:48:57,680
we try again

783
00:49:37,349 --> 00:49:35,589
welcome back to central light tonight

784
00:49:39,430 --> 00:49:37,359
essential of light

785
00:49:41,990 --> 00:49:39,440
sense of light foundation tonight is

786
00:49:45,190 --> 00:49:42,000
center of light shock and awe

787
00:49:47,349 --> 00:49:45,200
have you ever i'm sure you have

788
00:49:49,990 --> 00:49:47,359
be it in a sexual situation

789
00:49:51,910 --> 00:49:50,000
but in everyday life everyday life is a

790
00:49:54,150 --> 00:49:51,920
sexual situation

791
00:49:56,630 --> 00:49:54,160
we're always intimate conscious or

792
00:49:59,750 --> 00:49:56,640
unconscious with the divine

793
00:50:02,470 --> 00:49:59,760
shock and awe blitz [\h__\h]

794
00:50:04,549 --> 00:50:02,480
have you had ever had such a moment

795
00:50:07,270 --> 00:50:04,559
that expanded you beyond

796
00:50:11,270 --> 00:50:09,750
many years many years ago i just started

797
00:50:13,589 --> 00:50:11,280
my spiritual walk i started

798
00:50:16,069 --> 00:50:13,599
understanding some of the precepts and

799
00:50:17,910 --> 00:50:16,079
going well i think i got something i

800
00:50:20,390 --> 00:50:17,920
don't know

801
00:50:21,829 --> 00:50:20,400
i was on a stage about to play an entire

802
00:50:23,109 --> 00:50:21,839
gig

803
00:50:24,950 --> 00:50:23,119
big stage

804
00:50:27,510 --> 00:50:24,960
and the lights were dim

805
00:50:30,069 --> 00:50:27,520
15 minutes before we actually start

806
00:50:31,990 --> 00:50:30,079
i walk on stage and to my guitar

807
00:50:33,829 --> 00:50:32,000
make sure everything's good

808
00:50:34,450 --> 00:50:33,839
and as i'm walking on this dimly lit

809
00:50:36,790 --> 00:50:34,460
stage

810
00:50:38,870 --> 00:50:36,800
[Music]

811
00:50:41,430 --> 00:50:38,880
back in those days i would pick up and

812
00:50:42,870 --> 00:50:41,440
still do started picking up every penny

813
00:50:44,309 --> 00:50:42,880
i would find on the ground and saying

814
00:50:46,549 --> 00:50:44,319
thank you

815
00:50:48,950 --> 00:50:46,559
i recognize this simple symbol of

816
00:50:50,950 --> 00:50:48,960
abundance kind of thing

817
00:50:52,630 --> 00:50:50,960
i went down to the stage

818
00:50:54,150 --> 00:50:52,640
to pick up this penny to put it in my

819
00:50:55,910 --> 00:50:54,160
pocket

820
00:50:57,750 --> 00:50:55,920
lo and behold

821
00:51:01,910 --> 00:50:57,760
i couldn't pick up this penny to put it

822
00:51:04,069 --> 00:51:01,920
in my pocket i did not

823
00:51:06,230 --> 00:51:04,079
understand

824
00:51:07,670 --> 00:51:06,240
whatsoever

825
00:51:10,150 --> 00:51:07,680
why

826
00:51:11,829 --> 00:51:10,160
i couldn't do that

827
00:51:17,190 --> 00:51:11,839
didn't understand it

828
00:51:17,200 --> 00:51:23,910
and i'm grateful for it

829
00:51:28,309 --> 00:51:26,150
because something happened

830
00:51:30,790 --> 00:51:28,319
in that experience

831
00:51:32,069 --> 00:51:30,800
i was convinced i'm going to pick up a

832
00:51:34,230 --> 00:51:32,079
penny

833
00:51:35,990 --> 00:51:34,240
there was no peony

834
00:51:39,190 --> 00:51:36,000
the skinny

835
00:51:43,589 --> 00:51:41,670
it was this piece of gum

836
00:51:45,750 --> 00:51:43,599
as to why i couldn't pick it up

837
00:51:49,190 --> 00:51:45,760
but when my mind

838
00:51:53,589 --> 00:51:49,200
went to a state of shock and awe

839
00:51:58,710 --> 00:51:56,470
i thought that everything i knew to be

840
00:52:00,450 --> 00:51:58,720
this penny

841
00:52:01,670 --> 00:52:00,460
that i could put in my pocket

842
00:52:02,829 --> 00:52:01,680
[Music]

843
00:52:05,430 --> 00:52:02,839
didn't

844
00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:05,440
happen i perceived something and

845
00:52:08,380 --> 00:52:06,800
believed

846
00:52:10,390 --> 00:52:08,390
something to be so true

847
00:52:11,910 --> 00:52:10,400
[Music]

848
00:52:14,950 --> 00:52:11,920
i was in shock and all when i came to

849
00:52:19,349 --> 00:52:16,790
that it was not

850
00:52:20,790 --> 00:52:19,359
as i thought it would be

851
00:52:22,710 --> 00:52:20,800
last segment

852
00:52:24,230 --> 00:52:22,720
from my bestseller most recent

853
00:52:24,670 --> 00:52:24,240
homecoming crossing the bridge to the

854
00:52:25,829 --> 00:52:24,680
soul

855
00:52:26,950 --> 00:52:25,839
[Music]

856
00:52:31,109 --> 00:52:26,960
the link is

857
00:52:37,829 --> 00:52:34,549
tonight is such a like shock and awe

858
00:52:44,829 --> 00:52:40,549
i always provide solutions

859
00:52:47,030 --> 00:52:44,839
i don't just do presentations i provide

860
00:52:49,910 --> 00:52:47,040
solutions so what is the solution for

861
00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:49,920
tonight's presentation

862
00:52:54,230 --> 00:52:51,690
it's called conscious awareness

863
00:52:56,230 --> 00:52:54,240
[Music]

864
00:52:58,950 --> 00:52:56,240
i start off with my dialogue with god

865
00:53:01,990 --> 00:52:58,960
many years ago 1997

866
00:53:05,670 --> 00:53:02,000
and by asking this question what have i

867
00:53:08,230 --> 00:53:05,680
really been seeking all this time

868
00:53:10,390 --> 00:53:08,240
many hours of meditation

869
00:53:12,309 --> 00:53:10,400
when i came out this is what was left

870
00:53:13,910 --> 00:53:12,319
with me

871
00:53:18,069 --> 00:53:13,920
what you have been longing for is your

872
00:53:19,910 --> 00:53:18,079
own in internal life of fire but because

873
00:53:22,150 --> 00:53:19,920
until recently you were looking for love

874
00:53:25,510 --> 00:53:22,160
in all the wrong places you have always

875
00:53:27,589 --> 00:53:25,520
fallen short of fulfillment

876
00:53:31,190 --> 00:53:27,599
your obsession with things external has

877
00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:31,200
taken over and left you feeling unguided

878
00:53:35,349 --> 00:53:34,240
and alone i understand you are never

879
00:53:37,910 --> 00:53:35,359
alone

880
00:53:41,349 --> 00:53:37,920
and never are you unguided but this is

881
00:53:45,430 --> 00:53:43,510
your belief in lack has driven your

882
00:53:48,230 --> 00:53:45,440
feeling

883
00:53:50,790 --> 00:53:48,240
excuse me your belief in lack has driven

884
00:53:53,109 --> 00:53:50,800
your ego wants urges and addictions by

885
00:53:56,470 --> 00:53:53,119
overlooking the spirit within yourself

886
00:53:58,549 --> 00:53:56,480
you have been unable to realize

887
00:54:01,000 --> 00:53:58,559
that it is you and you alone who have

888
00:54:04,710 --> 00:54:01,010
held the key to your own bliss

889
00:54:08,870 --> 00:54:06,710
the irony of it all keith is that your

890
00:54:11,270 --> 00:54:08,880
free will has cost you a bundle

891
00:54:13,109 --> 00:54:11,280
you yourself have paid a huge price

892
00:54:15,750 --> 00:54:13,119
because of the poor choices you have

893
00:54:16,549 --> 00:54:15,760
made and i asked a question i know i

894
00:54:19,349 --> 00:54:16,559
know

895
00:54:22,069 --> 00:54:19,359
but what is it i'm still not doing

896
00:54:24,630 --> 00:54:22,079
correctly you sometimes still

897
00:54:26,390 --> 00:54:24,640
choose to let your ego dictate your life

898
00:54:28,630 --> 00:54:26,400
that is what has kept you snared in a

899
00:54:32,069 --> 00:54:28,640
neurotic trap

900
00:54:34,309 --> 00:54:32,079
set by no one but yourself

901
00:54:35,829 --> 00:54:34,319
maybe i'm not exactly clear about what

902
00:54:38,230 --> 00:54:35,839
the ego is

903
00:54:40,470 --> 00:54:38,240
most people are not so i shall explain

904
00:54:43,430 --> 00:54:40,480
by first giving you the definition

905
00:54:46,390 --> 00:54:43,440
then follow that up with further insight

906
00:54:47,510 --> 00:54:46,400
ego definition

907
00:54:50,069 --> 00:54:47,520
the self

908
00:54:52,470 --> 00:54:50,079
small self the capital self small self

909
00:54:55,030 --> 00:54:52,480
ego the self the individual

910
00:54:57,750 --> 00:54:55,040
as aware of himself the part of the

911
00:55:01,349 --> 00:54:57,760
psyche which controls

912
00:55:03,910 --> 00:55:01,359
the impulses of the identity

913
00:55:05,190 --> 00:55:03,920
spirit continues your ego is made up of

914
00:55:07,510 --> 00:55:05,200
all the fear-based thoughts you have

915
00:55:10,309 --> 00:55:07,520
about yourself and the world around you

916
00:55:13,589 --> 00:55:10,319
an ego driven person tends to gloat and

917
00:55:17,109 --> 00:55:13,599
boast to others trying to create a false

918
00:55:19,589 --> 00:55:17,119
impression that he or she is happier

919
00:55:22,150 --> 00:55:19,599
than they really are

920
00:55:24,630 --> 00:55:22,160
do you think i fit into this category

921
00:55:25,910 --> 00:55:24,640
keith and i say god no

922
00:55:28,950 --> 00:55:25,920
not at all

923
00:55:31,990 --> 00:55:28,960
so how do you do it i ask

924
00:55:35,349 --> 00:55:32,000
spirit responds there is no fear in me

925
00:55:37,430 --> 00:55:35,359
and because i am self-fulfilled

926
00:55:40,309 --> 00:55:37,440
i have no need to project false light to

927
00:55:43,750 --> 00:55:40,319
try to convince anyone of anything i am

928
00:55:44,630 --> 00:55:43,760
happy just the way i am as jason silva

929
00:55:47,430 --> 00:55:44,640
said

930
00:55:49,829 --> 00:55:47,440
i realize

931
00:55:51,589 --> 00:55:49,839
i accept all that spirit continues i

932
00:55:53,430 --> 00:55:51,599
accept all that i have brought forth and

933
00:55:55,829 --> 00:55:53,440
see nothing i would change

934
00:55:56,789 --> 00:55:55,839
does that answer your question keith and

935
00:55:58,470 --> 00:55:56,799
i say

936
00:56:00,150 --> 00:55:58,480
yes it does

937
00:56:02,549 --> 00:56:00,160
what you're saying is that when we

938
00:56:05,670 --> 00:56:02,559
choose to become enlightened

939
00:56:08,710 --> 00:56:05,680
blissful heaven comes down to us

940
00:56:11,829 --> 00:56:08,720
yes and it is just a matter of time for

941
00:56:14,069 --> 00:56:11,839
time oh wow for time is the space

942
00:56:17,990 --> 00:56:14,079
between those who take the spiritual

943
00:56:21,589 --> 00:56:18,000
path now and those who put it off if you

944
00:56:25,030 --> 00:56:21,599
extract time and space from the equation

945
00:56:28,069 --> 00:56:25,040
what are you left with

946
00:56:32,390 --> 00:56:28,079
speaking of shock and awe bliss [\h__\h]

947
00:56:33,990 --> 00:56:32,820
so

948
00:56:36,230 --> 00:56:34,000
[Music]

949
00:56:38,150 --> 00:56:36,240
spirit says keith if you extract time

950
00:56:39,430 --> 00:56:38,160
and space from any equation what are you

951
00:56:42,230 --> 00:56:39,440
left with

952
00:56:45,349 --> 00:56:42,240
and i say just one big enlightenment

953
00:56:46,549 --> 00:56:45,359
and then spirit says bang

954
00:56:50,150 --> 00:56:46,559
you got it

955
00:56:54,950 --> 00:56:52,390
take your shoes off

956
00:56:57,910 --> 00:56:54,960
make your capital selves at home

957
00:56:59,030 --> 00:56:57,920
and i say i need a moment exclamation

958
00:57:00,710 --> 00:56:59,040
point

959
00:57:02,309 --> 00:57:00,720
and spirit says

960
00:57:04,630 --> 00:57:02,319
what's the matter key

961
00:57:06,150 --> 00:57:04,640
and i say that hit me hard and i was

962
00:57:09,030 --> 00:57:06,160
teary-eyed

963
00:57:10,309 --> 00:57:09,040
just wait until you really get it

964
00:57:12,069 --> 00:57:10,319
let me know when you're ready to

965
00:57:14,870 --> 00:57:12,079
continue

966
00:57:17,030 --> 00:57:14,880
and i was crying and i say i'm ready

967
00:57:19,670 --> 00:57:17,040
let us look at both let's look at the

968
00:57:21,109 --> 00:57:19,680
way both types of people

969
00:57:23,349 --> 00:57:21,119
i just mentioned

970
00:57:26,390 --> 00:57:23,359
which it was earlier

971
00:57:29,430 --> 00:57:26,400
conduct their lives here is the formula

972
00:57:32,950 --> 00:57:29,440
to living in shock in all and constantly

973
00:57:34,470 --> 00:57:32,960
moving beyond the logical uh

974
00:57:37,109 --> 00:57:34,480
monkey mind

975
00:57:40,390 --> 00:57:37,119
to live in states of being bliss

976
00:57:41,829 --> 00:57:40,400
intimate with your divine parent

977
00:57:43,589 --> 00:57:41,839
conscious

978
00:57:45,109 --> 00:57:43,599
practitioners spend at least a little

979
00:57:47,589 --> 00:57:45,119
time each day

980
00:57:50,630 --> 00:57:47,599
reflecting on their lives day by day day

981
00:57:51,750 --> 00:57:50,640
by day week by week month by month year

982
00:57:54,150 --> 00:57:51,760
by year

983
00:57:56,140 --> 00:57:54,160
this lets them see the patterns and

984
00:57:58,069 --> 00:57:56,150
gives them accurate clues

985
00:58:00,150 --> 00:57:58,079
[Music]

986
00:58:01,349 --> 00:58:00,160
accurate clues as to why they are where

987
00:58:03,589 --> 00:58:01,359
they are

988
00:58:06,630 --> 00:58:03,599
the self-reflection is the springboard

989
00:58:09,910 --> 00:58:06,640
that lets them make the best choice at

990
00:58:12,309 --> 00:58:09,920
any god-given moment and since they are

991
00:58:14,470 --> 00:58:12,319
always looking to find as dwayne and i

992
00:58:16,150 --> 00:58:14,480
discussed earlier we're looking for the

993
00:58:18,069 --> 00:58:16,160
next moment

994
00:58:19,990 --> 00:58:18,079
and since they're always looking to find

995
00:58:24,630 --> 00:58:20,000
a better way to flow with the universal

996
00:58:27,670 --> 00:58:24,640
current they take full advantage of it

997
00:58:29,270 --> 00:58:27,680
and the coincidence that coincidences

998
00:58:30,630 --> 00:58:29,280
that happen in their lives the

999
00:58:34,309 --> 00:58:30,640
synchronicity

1000
00:58:35,349 --> 00:58:34,319
and use them to decode

1001
00:58:37,990 --> 00:58:35,359
signals

1002
00:58:41,589 --> 00:58:38,000
from the higher self when i reached over

1003
00:58:46,230 --> 00:58:43,430
it was a signal from the higher self

1004
00:58:51,109 --> 00:58:46,240
hoping to get my attention which it did

1005
00:58:54,150 --> 00:58:51,119
which i fell into shock and awe

1006
00:58:55,589 --> 00:58:54,160
as a result the quality

1007
00:58:58,230 --> 00:58:55,599
as a result of the conscious

1008
00:59:00,950 --> 00:58:58,240
practitioners as a result their quality

1009
00:59:03,829 --> 00:59:00,960
of life is enhanced by allowing with the

1010
00:59:05,990 --> 00:59:03,839
universal forces spiritual practitioners

1011
00:59:08,230 --> 00:59:06,000
are able to tap

1012
00:59:11,430 --> 00:59:08,240
in to them for the betterment of

1013
00:59:13,510 --> 00:59:11,440
themselves and for the rest of mankind

1014
00:59:16,150 --> 00:59:13,520
their road to god is dramatically

1015
00:59:17,829 --> 00:59:16,160
shortened to only a few lives because

1016
00:59:22,230 --> 00:59:17,839
they have chosen to learn while they

1017
00:59:23,910 --> 00:59:22,240
live and are not deeply relying solely

1018
00:59:25,670 --> 00:59:23,920
s o l e

1019
00:59:28,870 --> 00:59:25,680
s o

1020
00:59:31,589 --> 00:59:28,880
l e l y but also solely

1021
00:59:33,990 --> 00:59:31,599
[Music]

1022
00:59:36,549 --> 00:59:34,000
on the life overview you all come to

1023
00:59:41,910 --> 00:59:36,559
expect

1024
00:59:47,349 --> 00:59:44,870
in contrast unconscious practitioners

1025
00:59:50,230 --> 00:59:47,359
live the same routine day after day they

1026
00:59:51,829 --> 00:59:50,240
never reflect on their past but instead

1027
00:59:55,430 --> 00:59:51,839
they dwell upon it

1028
00:59:57,270 --> 00:59:55,440
all the while fearing the future anxiety

1029
00:59:59,910 --> 00:59:57,280
they are rarely open to receive any of

1030
01:00:03,190 --> 00:59:59,920
the miracles that could sweeten and ease

1031
01:00:05,270 --> 01:00:03,200
their lives so they work work work

1032
01:00:06,710 --> 01:00:05,280
to gain the money they think will

1033
01:00:09,030 --> 01:00:06,720
enhance them

1034
01:00:11,829 --> 01:00:09,040
unconscious practitioners are only

1035
01:00:14,470 --> 01:00:11,839
concerned with what they think they can

1036
01:00:17,349 --> 01:00:14,480
get while they are living

1037
01:00:19,750 --> 01:00:17,359
they mostly learn about spirit during

1038
01:00:21,910 --> 01:00:19,760
their death transitions

1039
01:00:24,789 --> 01:00:21,920
when they are shown how much the choices

1040
01:00:27,109 --> 01:00:24,799
they have made affecting everyone in

1041
01:00:30,789 --> 01:00:27,119
their most recent life experience as

1042
01:00:34,549 --> 01:00:30,799
well as themselves

1043
01:00:40,549 --> 01:00:37,430
but even though they may have learned

1044
01:00:43,030 --> 01:00:40,559
from their life overview it does not

1045
01:00:45,589 --> 01:00:43,040
mean that they're apt to reach for a

1046
01:00:48,630 --> 01:00:45,599
higher place in their next incarnation

1047
01:00:50,870 --> 01:00:48,640
their ongoing procrastination will cause

1048
01:00:53,990 --> 01:00:50,880
them to hack away

1049
01:00:56,789 --> 01:00:54,000
at life until they experience something

1050
01:00:59,670 --> 01:00:56,799
of great enormity which i had to go

1051
01:01:01,829 --> 01:00:59,680
through many of us has to had

1052
01:01:03,829 --> 01:01:01,839
have gone through

1053
01:01:05,589 --> 01:01:03,839
their ongoing procrastination will cause

1054
01:01:08,150 --> 01:01:05,599
them to hack away at life until they

1055
01:01:12,710 --> 01:01:08,160
experience shock and awe

1056
01:01:18,870 --> 01:01:15,190
experience something of great enormity

1057
01:01:21,750 --> 01:01:18,880
that motivates them towards spirit or

1058
01:01:22,870 --> 01:01:21,760
until they choose the spiritual

1059
01:01:25,829 --> 01:01:22,880
path

1060
01:01:27,589 --> 01:01:25,839
of their own volition

1061
01:01:29,589 --> 01:01:27,599
whether now or later

1062
01:01:31,030 --> 01:01:29,599
you will be back

1063
01:01:33,829 --> 01:01:31,040
and i

1064
01:01:35,990 --> 01:01:33,839
god will be waiting waiting for you to

1065
01:01:38,710 --> 01:01:36,000
walk into your divinity

1066
01:01:41,270 --> 01:01:38,720
regain your divine consciousness merge

1067
01:01:43,109 --> 01:01:41,280
with the expanding universe and create

1068
01:01:44,390 --> 01:01:43,119
of life

1069
01:01:45,510 --> 01:01:44,400
peace

1070
01:01:45,960 --> 01:01:45,520
bliss

1071
01:01:47,670 --> 01:01:45,970
love

1072
01:01:50,549 --> 01:01:47,680
[Music]

1073
01:01:52,710 --> 01:01:50,559
understand that whether you are

1074
01:01:55,270 --> 01:01:52,720
understand that whether or not you live

1075
01:01:57,510 --> 01:01:55,280
a spiritual life now

1076
01:01:58,789 --> 01:01:57,520
makes no difference to me

1077
01:02:00,150 --> 01:01:58,799
spirit

1078
01:02:01,430 --> 01:02:00,160
whatsoever

1079
01:02:03,190 --> 01:02:01,440
and i ask

1080
01:02:05,990 --> 01:02:03,200
in shock and all

1081
01:02:08,470 --> 01:02:06,000
it doesn't why do you say that because

1082
01:02:10,710 --> 01:02:08,480
however people live my love for them

1083
01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:10,720
does not waver

1084
01:02:15,029 --> 01:02:12,960
and i say that's good to know because i

1085
01:02:18,230 --> 01:02:15,039
still waver and i sometimes worry that

1086
01:02:21,589 --> 01:02:18,240
in my wavering i might cause

1087
01:02:23,829 --> 01:02:21,599
i might cause me to hurt myself

1088
01:02:25,349 --> 01:02:23,839
and spirit says keith do you mean your

1089
01:02:29,430 --> 01:02:25,359
body

1090
01:02:31,589 --> 01:02:29,440
you are the spirit

1091
01:02:33,190 --> 01:02:31,599
indestructible impervious to fear

1092
01:02:35,589 --> 01:02:33,200
disease and death

1093
01:02:38,390 --> 01:02:35,599
if you could hurt yourself dear one

1094
01:02:41,029 --> 01:02:38,400
i assure you that i would become the

1095
01:02:43,770 --> 01:02:41,039
strict parent

1096
01:02:46,870 --> 01:02:43,780
some religions make me out to be

1097
01:02:55,430 --> 01:02:46,880
[Music]

1098
01:03:00,710 --> 01:02:58,630
are you living your life daily

1099
01:03:04,150 --> 01:03:00,720
momentarily

1100
01:03:05,190 --> 01:03:04,160
at every moment to be in shock and all

1101
01:03:07,430 --> 01:03:05,200
waiting

1102
01:03:08,710 --> 01:03:07,440
for the next miraculous

1103
01:03:09,910 --> 01:03:08,720
shoe

1104
01:03:11,589 --> 01:03:09,920
to drop

1105
01:03:14,390 --> 01:03:11,599
and not the i'm waiting for the next

1106
01:03:18,150 --> 01:03:14,400
shoe to drop as in bad luck is always

1107
01:03:22,150 --> 01:03:19,829
this opens up the door

1108
01:03:24,230 --> 01:03:22,160
to endless

1109
01:03:26,069 --> 01:03:24,240
miracles

1110
01:03:27,109 --> 01:03:26,079
to be in shock and all

1111
01:03:29,270 --> 01:03:27,119
every day

1112
01:03:30,470 --> 01:03:29,280
always getting thrown out of the box of

1113
01:03:31,670 --> 01:03:30,480
sameness

1114
01:03:32,789 --> 01:03:31,680
blameless

1115
01:03:35,589 --> 01:03:32,799
shameness

1116
01:03:35,599 --> 01:03:38,950
shock and all

1117
01:03:43,660 --> 01:03:40,630
orgasms

1118
01:03:44,710 --> 01:03:43,670
god gasps

1119
01:03:46,630 --> 01:03:44,720
[Music]

1120
01:03:48,870 --> 01:03:46,640
inner

1121
01:03:52,710 --> 01:03:48,880
infinite spasms

1122
01:03:55,029 --> 01:03:52,720
constantly vibrating into the divine

1123
01:03:56,789 --> 01:03:55,039
i will see you shortly soon

1124
01:03:59,910 --> 01:03:56,799
i'm going to south louisiana see my

1125
01:04:01,670 --> 01:03:59,920
father are we back in about five days

1126
01:04:03,270 --> 01:04:01,680
always stay in touch i love not only

1127
01:04:04,390 --> 01:04:03,280
that you're just here

1128
01:04:05,589 --> 01:04:04,400
but that you

1129
01:04:06,630 --> 01:04:05,599
connect with me

1130
01:04:07,670 --> 01:04:06,640
and box

1131
01:04:10,309 --> 01:04:07,680
email

1132
01:04:14,309 --> 01:04:10,319
however you do that

1133
01:04:16,950 --> 01:04:14,319
live in shock and all be be blissful

1134
01:04:20,770 --> 01:04:16,960
be intimate with your parent